It sucks how now, all these girls have such low self esteem because they don’t meet society’s new standards. You can try and tell them they’re beautiful but they’ll just shake it off and deny it. Most don’t even accept the complement thinking that they’re only getting it because someone wants to get into their pants.
It hurts me to see these girls beating themselves up because no one will accept them for who they are so they do all they can to change into someone else. Whenever I try to come along and genuinely tell them I think they’re beautiful and that they shouldn’t change, it comes across as me being another asshole on facebook with a bunch of friends that only wants to get laid.
I don’t call many girls beautiful, I hold off on it but if I take the time out of my day to text you “good morning/goodnight beautiful” then you should believe that I really do mean your beautiful to me. Maybe not to others but to me you are.
Don’t change for other people. Please. Be yourself. Smile.
The one who won’t dip in a month, that won’t go to a better looking girl. That doesn’t want you just for the physical things. The one who respects you and your decisions. The one that understand that family is first and school is important. The one that won’t take you away from your friends. Someone who’s not embarrassed to be with you in public. The one that talks to you the same way, both in person and on text. The one who just loves unconditionally.
(Source: vanessabaabe)
Had a crazy dream that some guy ran out of and alley and grabbed the girl I liked in a violent way yelling out “slut” and trying to get money off of her. It pissed me off so much that I beat the shit out of the guy to the point where he wasn’t moving or breathing. Everyone was calling the cops around us, I wasn’t scared that I would get in trouble for maybe killing someone but I was scared that she may have gotten hurt or psychologically scarred.
Don’t even know what to say about this dream…
Never have I been able to remember every little detail in my dream and its already been 4 hours since I had it
Last comment didn’t make it before it was deleted but this is what I go through constantly on facebook :3
Try to be a fun kid and people flip shit XD
I never once stopped and thought to myself, “Maybe I want to make music.” I just knew. As a kid I always dreamed of going out in front of everyone and doing what I love, knowing that maybe I’m the one influencing them to keep going and doing what they want to do.
I never stopped and though, “If I do music, I’ll become famous, get money, and get a bunch of girls.” because I honestly don’t care about money or fame. The only time I want money is to get new equipment to keep me doing what I do best.
I never really go to concerts and look for the band members to get pictures or autographs because quite honestly I hate idolizing people. I just see them as another person that had the courage to go out there and express themselves. I respect them, I respect those who want to go crazy over them, but I don’t want to become one of them because I feel I’m putting myself below them and many other people. I want equality but at the same time I want to be that one kid that stands out. I want to use music to take on the world and use it as a light to guide all those in need to safety and comfort, even for just 2-5 minutes. As for girls…there’s only one girl that I want and feel I need and if I were to have her by my side, my creativity would flow beyond my own imagination.
I love hearing about how music has helped people through so many things and to me, music is the highest, most amazing, and beautiful art. Sure there are those artists out there who ridicule the music industry but that’s their way of expressing themselves.
Me on the other hand. I live in music. Everywhere I go I have my iPod and headphones with me, unless there’s already music provided, and I don’t mean having it with me, headphones dangling and iPod turned off, I mean I wear my headphones with music blasting in my ears from the moment I wake up, as I go to school, in school (yes I listen to music every day in every class hiding my headphones behind my hair), on the way home from school, when I shower I turn up my speakers and shower while I listen to music, and fuck! I even sleep with headphones on!
Music is my drug!
For a kid like me that lives an unhealthy “fuck it” lifestyle, music has been the only thing keeping me together and my demons at bay. All those times that I’ve felt like there was no hope for myself, music would come along, synchronize with my feelings and somehow, magically bring them up. And I consider myself owing music my life, and in return for it being there every time I needed it, I want to use music to help others.
My taste in music is vast and I can work with just about any genre and I’m willing to take the time to make music for others, using my own experiences and emotions to show people, no matter what genre they listen to, that there is someone there that cares and that there is hope.
Music is my life, its what keeps me going and I want to make music a part of someone else’s life so that they can be happy and keep going as well, just as I do (:
